quick: joy

A woman I have never met posts a picture with her fingers dipped in gold dust. In a vintage shop, I see a very tiny porcelain bunny. I cannot take it home but I name her Sai.

The sun rises burning. Somewhere in Indiana, a hedgehog gets a haircut, and I watch it live.

My boyfriend wears a pinky ring, slim and silver, and I spin it when we talk. He never stops me, not in this, not when I say there is something I want to do with my life. Even if it is a really silly something.

My gnome home is a really silly something. I sit outside on a hot sidewalk, and my street bustles by. A child walks past me. Seeing the gnome home, he shouts in excitement.

“Magic, I knew there was magic!”


I know there is magic.

I never stop looking for it. I pretend I can make it. My fingers tap across a keyboard and it crackles like sorcery.

The sun sets rusted.

On stage, a woman stands up and plays a trumpet– slow and low, like she’s calling the stars down to light this alleyway. In some other city, they would find a way to park a car here, and I say grace, quick and easy, and the night lights echo it.

Later the curry is a deep satisfying red. It snaps on the tongue like it’s casting a spell. It tastes like I know where home is.

I close my eyes and my body holies.

I rest blessed.



(I cried a lot today, so I wanted to write about joy.)

22 thoughts on “quick: joy

  1. Thank you very much for this insightful and uplifting post! I really enjoyed reading it and hearing your thoughts! I have recently published an article on my blog about why I love joy, and it’s positive impact in the world. If you have time, it would be great if you could check out my post as I would be interested to hear your thoughts! Thanks 🙂



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