i will need you soon

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On the ledge of my kitchen, my marigolds die from the heat. (Crumpled bouquets of papered-orange splintering from the weight of too-long days.)

This will likely shatter my bones, too.

(Please save all the pieces. Give them away. May the sharp of me be used to pick the locks, and free the people.)

I am tired when I wash the outcry of marigolds down the sink. I am tired when I press my finger against the flow. I am tired when I drown their kin in my best imitation of a sink-water summer storm.

I need a drenching, too. I need a shower. I need a minute. I need a friend to call. I will need a friend to call.

I will need someone to hear me when I am burned by what I thought would nourish me. I will need someone to feed me when I reach for light.

I will need someone to see me when I lose.

There is a poem inside this life. (May you will find it when I leave, and wash it lovingly away.)

44 responses to “i will need you soon”

  1. Dan Avatar

    “I will need someone to hear me when I am burned by what I thought would nourish me.”

    Always listening❤️

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      💕 good to see your name and face, friend. Much needed today.

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        Anonymous

        Hey….❤

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  2. Corina Avatar

    I’m here. I’m listening.

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Much love. I don’t think I realized how tense I was till I started relief crying from just even the reply. 🌸

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  3. Tonya LaLonde Avatar

    I hear the cry of your heart. I just prayed for you. You are loved.❤️

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      You are loved, too. Thank you, Tonya.

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  4. Clurichaun Avatar

    I am feeling this in a way myself. I’m not certain if I am anyone’s right listener, but I am always here for you, dear friend.

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      No such thing as right listeners, just loving ones. Sending love & non frying light 🙂

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      1. Clurichaun Avatar

        Likewise, you beautiful soul. 😊

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        Anonymous

        Hope you are well im sorry for your poor flowers please please have a great weekend 💖

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      ❤️ you’ve been on my heart

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  5. Jesska Avatar

    Hey Ra!
    Loads of love from the outer reaches of Norway.. you’re welcome to send some excess heat this way too 🙂 (maybe the planet would disagree..but for the length of my camping trip, staying over 10°C at night would be awesome…

    Whatever. I hope you’re doing better than it sounds, and that things improve for you, in whichever way you need them to improve, and that you get all the good nutrition from something that won’t kill you, and soon 🙂

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Thank you for these kind words, 🙂

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  6. Bill Friday Avatar

    You already know what I’m going to say… #IWFYITD 💚❤️💜

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  7. dawnkinster Avatar

    Try to remember that YOU are a poem and are beautiful and valuable in this life.

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Thank you, Dawn. You are too. 🙂

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  8. Adelay Elizabeth Witherite Avatar

    Ra, your writing always awakens something vital in my soul and causes emotions to swell in a sometimes sterile-feeling heart. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Please never stop writing.

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Thank you, Adelay. I appreciate that so much.

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        Anonymous

        That’s exactly how i feel right now thanks ❤💪 keep up the happiness
        The love

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  9. Dani Avatar

    I don’t know how to make a heart on the keyboard. LOL Hang in there sweet Ra. I’m still here. I’ve been struggling myself lately and not really engaging. xo

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Ha! It’s just like this: < 3 without a space ❤ I'm sorry for the struggling. I know it has been a rough time for everyone on this planet lately. I hope you are taking care of you.

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        Anonymous

        Think good percentage of this world is struggling. Everyone it seems and i know the feeling its not easy to get out slump . Hopefully youl see the light at tunnel soon .

        Kindest regards

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  10. sl Avatar
    sl

    sending love and more love…♥️🌺🌿✨♥️

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Received in gratitude. Thank you for reading.

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  11. Juliette Avatar

    I wish I was down there right now to take you to Rosie’s Dog Beach and put our feet in the water and sand as we watch the dogs play, then go out and get more marigolds, and maybe breakfast and talk about poetry. One day. You are loved .

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      I read this many times last week while I was processing through things, and I am grateful for you and wish for this future day. You are loved. ❤

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    Anonymous

    I am always here ❤ Infinite hugs- always

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  13. Chatter Master Avatar

    This-“I will need someone to hear me when I am burned by what I thought would nourish me” I felt so strongly. ❤

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Sending love ❤

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  14. Melissa Oltman Avatar

    You are such a beautiful writer and an immensely more beautiful soul. I see you. I hear you.

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Thank you, Melissa, I appreciate you reading and reaching out.

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  15. DiAnne Ebejer Avatar

    Always just a reach away….💕

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      Thank you, Di. ❤

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  16. Liz Ward Avatar

    I’m here and listening ❤️ Love you, friend. And thank you, always, for being you. I’m all sorts of messy at the moment. But I believe there is still a lot of hope🌻 I also *still* need to send you that book! It will happen next month 📚

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    1. rarasaur Avatar

      No rush on the book. I’m struggling a bit with reading right now anyway. Thank you for the reminder of hope. ❤

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    Anonymous

    A long time ago
    I was told by someone well basically an online helo now and then but he said ONE DAY I WILL NEED YOU so youve captivated me with you’re headline. I feel you’re pain aswell but seems like you taking a true deep gulp and saying what you need to byvdescribing in details the little things around the issue… fair enough but i hope you don’t mind me saying what you need to hold back is you’re business but you have so much love support even on this #

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  18. Vanessence Avatar

    You are loved, beautiful girl. If you need anything, just ask. ❤ xoxox

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